Update on Dedicated Dsir / Ancestor Connection in May 22

All my life I've heard the voices of my Ancestors whispering guidance, advice, support, or advice into my third ear (it can be a thing, can't it?). I've credited this connection for guiding me into the field of massage and energy healing, despite not being spiritually active at the time. I also credit this connection for the recent awakening I've experienced these last many years.

However, until recently, I've only worked with my personal Ancestors as a collective. A group representing the whole of my blood line, present when connecting, channeling, protecting when I do my workings, etc.

That is, until I felt a calling to dedicate this Spring's Moon Cycle to my grandmother, who I had lived with during my teen years and has since passed.

Now, as a practicing psychic medium I am well aware of both the common spiritual perceptions (think media driven as much as anecdotal) as well as my own experiences of life after transitions; but stepping from being the one giving the reading and receiving such a personal connection has pushed me against some hidden shadows of my own ingrained beliefs I did not realize I was stilling clinging to.

First, shifting from the connection to a collective to such a personal one had me feeling vulnerable. Don't get me wrong, I am very aware of specific members of my family being present throughout my life on a regular, if not daily, basis; usually this manifests as sensing their energy when doing an activity I had done with them or connect with or when discussing or analyzing a situation that I know they'd have a certain perceptions I could apprecate.

But, my dedicated focuses are usually spent practicing connections that are intimate. The time during a dedicated cycle is spent venerating, honoring, intimate communication in the astral, and even commemorating in ritual activity, journaling, etc.

Even though the decision had seemed so sudden, I had intuitively spent quite some time preparing myself with purchasing some altar tools I didn't even know this was their purpose until after I have conceded that I wanted to commit to this.

Then, a couple days prior to the New Moon I had experienced a couple dreams of my grandma, her presence calling me.

Since then I have unwittingly spent the New Moon doing a full cleaning, dedicated to her, her memories, her character. I have burnt incense I thought I was buying for Ancestor work this fall. Experienced additional dreams of her expressing her support and thrill that I am connecting and expanding my Spiritual connections to the degree that I have and hope to do. Discovered two different spirit animals that she comes through to me as.

And, she has shown me some of my own spiritual holdings or stumbling blocks, helping me to clear away and break through.

I look forward to what more she has to show me.